Thursday, April 27, 2006

early morning dreams

so when i woke up at 6:30 this morning to me whinning dog wanting to pee, I couldn't remember any of my dreams. I came back in and fell back asleep and had a couple. At this point I can only remember one.

i'm with sandy and leigh and they are talking about adopting a child. for some reason this brings on some kind of emotion from within - i'm not sure exactly what kind of emotion. that's really it - I only remember that they were very excited and pumped. maybe it has something to do with lauren and di...? not sure.
Adopted

To dream that you or others are adopting a child, indicates that you are taking on something new and different. Ask yourself what is missing in your life that would make you happy.

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

therapy on rollarskates?

#1

sabrina and I are waiting for a support group session to begin and we are acting silly and like idiots. these two older woman are sitting across the room and we don't realize that they are also waiting for the same thing. we eventually figure it out and are really embarrassed.

#2




i'm at silvina's old apt on willow street (but it doesn't quite look like it) and i take a shower. when i get out of the shower this other woman gets in and i go upstairs to talk to silvina. i ask her what her new g/f's name is - i ask if it's elise and she gets pissed off. she tells me it's laura.

i also remember going outside of her house and searching for a christmas tree. there are cops everywhere, some kids are playing basketball. i cross the street which resembled burlington st. in bordentown, nj. i am suddenly on rollarbades going down this big hill ...i am able to stop just past the christmas tree store(?). i enter and purchase a wreath and bring it to my mom's house i think.
Home

To see your home in your dream, signifies security, basic needs, and values. You may feel at home at your new job or you finally feel settled and comfortable in a new environment.

In particular, to see your childhood home or a home that you no longer live in, suggests your own desires for building a family. It also reflects aspects of yourself that were prominent or developed during the time you lived in that home. You may experience some feelings or unfinished expression of emotions that are now being triggered by a waking situation.

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

ms. smith



so I'm in a hotel that resembles where i had my wedding ceremony. many of my friends are also there, scattered throughout various rooms. i enter a small sitting area and ms. smith, my hs. gym teacher/coach is sitting in a chair. we bullshit for a few minutes and then she asks me if i am married.....after noticing my wedding band. i explain, that yes, i had a ceremony and point out sabrina (who is down the hall). she then tells me a story in which she explains a past girlfriend of hers.
Teacher

To see your teacher (past or present) in your dream, suggests that you are seeking some advice, guidance, or knowledge. You are heading into a new path in life and ready to learn by example or from a past experience. Consider your own personal experiences with that particular teacher. What subject was taught? Alternatively, it may relate to issues with authority and seeking approval. You may going through a situation in your waking life where you feel that you are being treated like a student or in which you feel you are being put to a test.


Ceremony

To dream that you are attending a ceremony, symbolizes the sacrifice and devotion necessary for success. You may be going through a crucial moment in your waking life that requires your commitment. It is a time for introspection, self-discovery, and inner changes.

Monday, April 24, 2006

sunday night dreams

#1


in the morning we watch the today show. usually sabrina gets in the shower at 7:30 at I follow around 7:50-8:00. In my dream I looked at the clock at the bottom of the screen during the today show and it said 7:56 and sabrina was still in bed - so I yelled at her to get up and get in the shower. that's it.
Late

To dream that you are late, denotes your fear of change and your ambivalence about seizing an opportunity. You may feel unready, unworthy, or unsupported in your current circumstances. Additionally, you may be overwhelmed or conflicted with decisions about your future.


#2



I'm at a sleepover party (which is strange as an adult) and we are all in our pajamas. Lauren has grey sweatpants on but has them pulled down so the elastic is right around the bottom of her butt. So pretty much her entire ass and crotch is viewable by all. For some reason I remember that she was completely shaved. her girlfriend notices that she is walking around showing the world her stuff and yells at her and yanks her sweats up. then we all have birthday cake for lauren.
Friend

To see your friends in your dream, signifies aspects of your personality that you have rejected, but are ready to integrate these rejected part of yourself. The relationships you have with those around you are important in learning about yourself. Additionally, this symbol foretells of happy tidings from them and the arrival of good news.

#3



I have a fishtank at work with one betta and five neon tetras. usually my boss comes in on saturday and feeds them. this weekend he was in vegas. So in my dream i come in to work on monday and the betta is alive but the five tetras are all dead and floating in one corner of the tank. [sidenote...all my fish were alive when i came in this morning]
Fish

To see fish swimming in your dream, signifies insights from your unconscious mind. Thus to catch a fish, represents insights which have been brought to the surface. The fish is also an ancient symbol of Christianity and Christian beliefs. Consider also the common phrases "like a cold fish", "fish out of water" or something that is "fishy" about a situation. It may also imply a slippery or elusive situation.

To dream that you are eating fish, symbolizes your beliefs, spirituality, luck, energy and nourishment. It is food for the soul.

To dream of cooking fish, indicates that you are incorporating your new realizations with your spiritual feelings and knowledge.

To dream that you are cleaning fish, suggests that you are altering your emotional expression in a way that will be presentable to others. You are censoring yourself and not expressing how you completely feel.

Nothing mentioned about dead fish.

Thursday, April 20, 2006

one long ass confusing dream






ok - it starts with me and my daughter in the kitchen, which resembles my grandmom's house. My daughter who is about 3 is running around the house and she has this crazy hairdo. I had not talked to my boyfriend/husband (not sure) in about a week so I thought we were over, done, when suddenly he comes barging thru the door with an entourage - mostly dirty hooligan friends of his This man, my husband, is african american and very dingy looking. He and his friends approach me in a theatrical manner like the jets and the sharks - they are holding corn on the cob like a weapon. They grab our daughter and set the house on fire. They attach me to a bunch of thick rope tied to large balloons and let me go - i fly into the sky and watch my house burn. I am crying. I eventually land in some strange park that I have never seen before. I find a police office working a security stand in the park and approach him. I say, "this is going to sound really strange, but" and he replies "what sara?". this freaks me out because i don't understand how he knows me. then i explain what happened to me, but nothing comes of it---or at least i don't remember what happened next. the next part i remember is wondering through the park and then i see these large black boxes - like 30 ft tall. I listen in to others' conversations and learn that channel 10 (NBC) is setting up a live broadcast for something. i wind my way through the black structures and come upon my mother in lay and wife. Marina (m in-law) is wearing all red like the rest of the people she is standing near. they are apparently at the starting line of a dog race because they are all holding dogs and she has reina (her beagle) by the collar. the race starts and reina takes off like a bullet down to sabrina and wins the race. next i am with my father and kristina and we are trying to get to the other side of this barrier. it's made of three swimming lanes of freezing water, and four lanes of ice surrounding the water. i eventually get across and i wake up.

Fire
Fire is a symbol of transformation. Like the phoenix that rises from the ashes your relationship, the dream foretells, will be taking a turn for the better. It will bloom again.

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

advice taken



Well, i took anita's advice and placed the notepad at my bedside last night and now I have three recorded dreams - not bad-eh?

#1


I was with a woman who was my sister (but I don't have a sister) but in reality, she looked like my mom. She had three small children who were all very, very sick and very misbehaved. They were all naked; it was as if my sister was so poor she couldn't afford to clothe them or give them the medical attention deserved. I remember that one of the boys had a gaping wound on his face near his nose - it was bleeding. The children were all screaming at the top of their lungs from pain and discomfort. It was horrible.

Blood
Blood in dreams is rarely a well-received image, unless it is connected with an anger object. The blood of another in this case may reflect seeing oneself as ultimately victorious. Most times, blood represents depletion, injury, or death.


#2


I'm with my father and bonnie and we are comfortably sitting close to one another drinking wine. It's clear in my mind that the wine is left over from a party (i had a party last weekend and we have about 6 bottles left over)and it is peculiarly a cherry-lemon flavor.

#3





My friend Kristina was pregnant and a baby shower was being held in her honor. My mother and I decided to go together. Even though she is one of my closest friends, I was kind of on the outskirts of the party and showed up very late. Let me back up. The shower was being held in this large, abandoned parking lot. So you would pull your car up, open your trunk and bring your gifts over to the area where she was sitting opening presents. I'm not sure if I was embarrassed of my gift (which I can't remember) or mad at her, but it's very clear that I didn't want much to do with the shower. Later on, I was at her house and she opened up a wardrobe and showed me the clothes she got for her soon to be born baby boy. All of the clothing matched her current house in color - very warm colors. Mostly dark reds, olive green and mustard . The clothes were not baby clothes either - they were all kind of like potato sacks.

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

anita allyn




i definitely should have taken anita's advice last night and left a notepad and pencil on my nightstand. i woke up several times throughout the nights and clearly remembered my dreams. However, I have now forgotten all but one - and what i do remember is not much.

I'm sitting in a room with anita and we are facing each other and in some kind of deep conversation. That it, and it really sucks, I know. I will be placing that notepad on my nightstand this evening before bed.

Teacher

The teacher stands for your inner guide who is strict to you, but always have useful advice. Dreaming of a teacher is a reminder that life is always a continuous test. If you are the teacher in our dream, it means that you know some things better than others and tend to lecture people.

Monday, April 17, 2006

michael douglas





Last night I had a few dreams that I can remember. The first was very short. I walk into my memom's house with Michael Douglas and introduce him to my family as Michael, as if they have no idea who he is. They all get excited when they see it is the movie star, Michael Douglas. I know this dream was brought on because I was watching the GLADD awards and Michael Douglas was awarded and he looked so old - I think it was the super bushy beard.

Dreaming of a celebrity
As the media continues to create stronger icon status for people in the news, it is not surprising that lay people are dreaming of them as well. It is not at all unusual for people to think they 'know' particular public figures and so to experience them in a dream. Dreaming of any particular celebrity often reveals a fantasy for friendship or romance.
These dreams may also show a sense of being a peer or equal to that celebrity, as if to say, 'I can do that, too.' A second aspect of this phenomenon is living vicariously through a celebrity. In this instance, people will assume a peculiar sense of participation with a public figure's success and notoriety.

Sunday, April 16, 2006

friday night






This is a placeholder until i can remember the entire dream.

I do remember that I was having sex.

Thursday, April 13, 2006

old clothes




i'm in a warehouse of some sort and there is a large pile of clothes on the floor. my ex is in the front of the warehouse and i am looking through the pile of clothes. i come across a pair of scantilous shorts which i claim were mine. they are baby blue teri cloth with royal blue piping along the edges.

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

the ferris wheel





So I have not been able to remember my dreams for the past few days; this is probably a good thing -- I interpret it as having a good night sleep. I've decided to discuss a dream from the past that has never left my mind.



Picture a really huge ferris whell but it functioned more as a raft. So basically it had the shape (and bright color) of a ferris wheel but was filled with air. So I'm on top of the giant wheel running like a hamster on its' wheel or a man on a log trying to go faster and keep my balance. I'm in some kind of body of water - i think it's a bay. I eventually fall off and try to make it to the beach without being trampled by the ferris wheel. Even though it sounds like fun - I would categorize this as a nightmare.

Ferris Wheel

To see or ride on a Ferris wheel in your dream, suggests that you are going around in circles. You are headed no where. Alternatively, it is symbolic of wholeness and the circle of life. Life is full of ups and downs.

Thursday, April 06, 2006

Reoccuring Horrible Nightmare





Last night was at least the second time I've seen this house in my dream - however, last night the villian was a man and the first time it was a woman. I really only remember bits and peices - it went something like this:

I was outside of this building that kind of resembled Houdini's Great Escape, the optical illision ride at Six Flags Great Adventure. I enter, like an idiot from the typical horror movie and find myself in a home that kind of looks like my memom's house (or at least the upstairs hallway by the entrance to the attic.) I enter one door and it leads me to a hallway - everything is white - but not brand new freshly painted white. More like a dingy old scary cracked paint white. The doorknobs are old and the doors creak. I am walking down the hallway looking for a place to hide and am clearly trying not to make a lot of noise since I slowly open the doors and am extra cautious when turning the doorknobs. Eventually this scary man, kind of a haunted looking old Mr. Rogers comes out of nowhere and starts chasing me. In past dreams I can never find my way out of this house, but last night I actually escaped and was once again outside of my memom's house running through a field. Then I come to this road where I find civilization and run across the road to a small gas station. I jump into the back of some stranger's minivan.....that's all I really remember. Although I'm pretty sure I was hurt in someway. I think something went down at the gas station between a the passersby. Last time I had this dream, the woman captured me and stabbed me in the leg and I was forced to have some kind of sexual relations.

Hallways

To see a hallway in your dream, symbolizes the beginning of a path that you are taking in life or a journey into the unknown and self exploration.


Haunted House

To dream of a haunted house, signifies unfinished emotional business, related to your childhood family, dead relatives, or repressed memories and feelings.


Here's a link to explain dreams about being chased

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Red Slippers in Disguise


I have a pitbull named Stella - she's the best and I sincerely hope this dream does not mean that she is ill. It's pretty simple and quite disgusting simultaneously. Stella was dropping a deuce and it wouldn't stop coming out - tons of shit just piling up. Then I realized that entire objects were mixed in the poop, most notably, my red slippers. There was another everyday object also but I can't quite remember. It will probably come to me.

poop web site: poop

Excrement and Defecation Dreams

Dream: " I'm waking down a country road. I am covered with excrement and feel quite miserable. I come upon a farm, a kind of bed and breakfast where a man and his daughter are outside. I approach them for mercy, to get a room, and they run inside. "

Being vulnerable and exposed is always a messy and hard situation. Though unpleasant at times, It is not uncommon to have dream about excrement. The meaning varies from person to person, but some famous psychologists have suggested some meanings that can be borrowed and if applied, used to enhance and improve our lives.

Freud, nearly a century ago, wrote the Interpretation of Dreams and commented on how pooping and holding poop was the first ways we really get to produce something and control that production. Thus, as our production in later life of money is similar, dreams about poop may be about money. To approach this more broadly we can look at Erik Erikson's stage of Industry vs Inferiority, were excrement may be seen as our relationship with productivity in general. Are we constipated and full of it, or does it, like Midas, cover us and soil everything we touch?

Another approach is that of Carl Jung's who saw excrement as a metaphor for all the crap we have to work on. But it is a divine and sacred crap, which he called "prima materia" after the alchemical base substance that would eventually be transformed into a finer material. What this means psychologically is that we get to look at all our crap, all the things that stand in the way of our living empowered, whole and liberated lives. Thus the worse the excrement, the better the chance to move on to higher ground, to make gold. To attempt to move to higher places without having dealt with the crap means that no matter how high we go, we'll have that crap lubricating our slide back down.

In Hinduism, there is a three faced version to Time, assigned to Krishna(creation), Brahman (maintaining) and Shiva(Destruction) . We can use this model for excrement dreams and ask ourselves three questions that shift consciousness from fear to choice:

1. What are we holding on to from the past that we need to release let go of?

2. What do we choose to sustain and keep despite the tension?

3. What are we anticipating and reaching for in the future?

Generally speaking, working with excrement dreams then show us how the Lotus blossoms from the mud.

Monday, April 03, 2006

Since you asked - I will deliver the answer

Dear Meg,

You recently told me that you had a dream that your teeth were falling out - well you are not alone. Check out this article: http://www.dreamdoctor.com/common/teeth2.shtml

I have had dreams that my teeth were loose. This dream was most likely caused by my constant night teeth grinding.

Hope you enjoy!

Tell me more dreams and I'll explain.